It's been over two months and up now, that we all are being isolated from our friends, the chit chats on chat table, the Uni classes, the morning runs talk, no doubt we can still have our very fine convos over calls, messages, but there is a difference in face to face talk which can never and actually never be filled up by an electronic device. I understand parents are friends too, but I hope you are getting to know what I mean, those personal talks which are so top secret to be shared with parents, you see the guy you have crush on, the trip you are planning on, the stalls where you want to go again, let me add this my momos are being missed so badly 😅. I again understand what's wrong being at home ! Nothing but something we all miss, I know half ll agree and half not and that's so absolutely okay. Respect for everyones Nazariyan🙇♀️.
It's always that when we have this now, we miss the other and when we have another, the earlier one wants its space. And so I have this now- just like you all - time with my members, and the lovely doll of our family - Ishu.
I 'm her DIDI less and YAYA more, at time also her MOOH, for she is yet to pronounce my name properly, and so Monica is only Mooh for her..
There is a tremendous shift in my routine. I know everyone is undergoing through it. My point here to mention routine drives me to drive your attention towards is that for now my wake up call varies from 0900h - 1000h, and there is no doubt that Ishu (my baby sis), won't make her entrance to the room and poke me which she undoubtedly does. And she does this so wonderfully, for I believe every kid is and have gained a mastery in disturbing the fellow members, the utterance of YAYA word with her fragile voice, and if I dont happen to give my interest she leaves the room, but more than ignoring her I have considered her more important than my sleep, very hard I must tell very hard to give up your sleep😂 ( can I say I am a sleep lover, for people who know me might be giggling at this right now). She has always been my attraction, my life just next to my favourite man- my father.
So, where was I? Yes Ishu baby. Now the whole house is quite, things in place, including my waterbottle for this is the thing which she uses alot when in the room 😑, juhi gets rest now, for the baby girl is completing her hour sleep😴. It's so silent just like the way I go for washrooms at midnight, I feel I 'm carrying the weightage of some ghost over my shoulder when I walk into washroom at such a odd time, oh shhhhhh (my inner thought now-Monica you think so much, shooo it away).
My wish now is to wake her up, and I am missing her MOOh, her YAYA even though she is sleeping just next to me, but again at the same time it's my mother's call at the back warning me strictly "Monicaaaaaa Don't dare to do so, behan ko mat uthana."
This is the same thing as I mentioned when you have this thing you miss the earlier one and when you get the earlier one and so and so...
Okay! Thanks so much for reading. Juhi is giving a call for dinner.
Next Friday ll be back again 😅! (*Wink wink)
Much love readers❤.