A Part of me which will never move on..

….Like any other cold cozy winter night, tonight was also the same. And the cool breeze drafting around my arms reminded me of the same just like any other year. But the last 2 years, I felt a gasp of shadow alongside the wind. A shadow of sorrow, grief, pain and may be of guilt aswell.

Everyday was the same. Yet, I could feel your absence. I could sense a part of me that was turning blue, dying by every struck of the clock. I often find people talking in those motivational videos on youtube about moving on, life going by, tomorrow is a new day..blah! blah!.

Well, I don’t deny any of those. Yes, tomorrow is a new day. Yes, life goes on, with or without something/ someone. Yes, we need to move on with life. My life is also going on and I am moving on, welcoming a new day every tomorrow since the 2018.

But you know, what the fun fact is! Everyday, I see him, I see him by me. Its like his named is inked on me. No second passes without his thought on my mind.

Well, don’t mistaken me to be someone devasted. No, I am not devasted. I am well. I keep my schedule so busy, so vey busy. Yet he always waves by.

Sighed! I know what all these signs are suggesting me. There will always be a part of me , that part of me , which will never move on, both theoretically and practically...